I JUST PULLED A DOUCHE MOVE.

...Well, I went and... dropped from somarium a few days ago, right? I am literally swamped with college applications, and I also just kind of... lost my muses? I don't know. Well, today I looked at the reserve page, and I realized the next app session wouldn't open until December. ...College applications will be done then.

...SO I RESERVED A CHARACTER.

I'm kind of... scared, haha. Like, I'm waiting for someone to be all, "Dude, what," or for a secret to be posted or just... I'M EXPECTING THE WORST. And yeah, it looks kind of bad, but the apps don't open until December and I know I'll be free then and djhgjhfjg I just really wanted to app this character there, okay. I just really wanted to app this character.

Also, the candy haul from my friends at school: 3 Cadbury bars, 2 Hershey bars, a bag of Reese's Cups, a tin of peanut butter fudge, and a pumpkin spice cake... thing. My life. I'm loving it right now.

...Hey. If I sent out Christmas cards this year, would anyone even be interested? I do it for all my friends here, so I'm just wondering if y'all want one or something... since you guys are super awesome....

Best. Birthday. Ever.

LOGAN.

( I WAS NOT JOKING. )

Also, because Amanda demanded it and because I promised Kelly a picture... what, a year ago? LMFAO IDK.

( me and my giant-ass chin. )

...Yeah, this entry is just for two pictures, lmfao. It's my form of pic spam.

Well, Nana Bea is going to be okay, or so I've been told. I left right after school Thursday to go back up to Kentucky to see her, and I just got back a few hours ago; she was doing fine when I left, or so the doctors said, so I feel a bit better. A quadruple bypass is nothing to sneeze at, but her doctors are top-notch, and with all the advancements in the medical field... pffft, they said she'd be home four or five days after surgery. Can you believe that? Open heart surgery to home in less than a week. Badass.

It was nice to go home again, though. Eastern Kentucky might not be as pretty as its western counterpart, but damn, those mountains are just... so breathtaking. It's also just so homey, you know? I love walking out in the morning and smelling the coal smoke that comes rolling in from down the highway, I love going to the Jiffy Mart and seeing just about the entire town of Jackson milling about, I love how everyone always wants to hug you and tell you just how proud they are of you, even if you have no idea who they are, I love how everyone up there could care less about what they drive or what they live in, as long as they have everyone they know and love right around them, I love the weird and sometimes hilarious names of the fifty million hollers and creeks, I love going up to Poppa's garage and messing around with all the cars he has up there to fix, I love... oh, hell. I just love Kentucky. ;A;

............I JUST REALIZED THAT THIS IS, LIKE, ONE OF THE FEW SERIOUS POSTS IN MY JOURNAL. I don't even know what to make of this fact.

I won't be around for a few days. I really don't know how long I'll be gone. My grandma up in Kentucky is going to have major heart surgery, and we're all going up there. I don't... know what'll happen.

See y'all in a bit.

⋅ college applications are long, tedious, and ultimately stupid
⋅ I have no motivation whatsoever. For anything. That date I was supposed to go on tonight? HAHAHA YEAH RIGHT. That college application I swore to finish tonight? HAHAHA YEAH RIGHT. That app I'm supposed to be writing? HAAAAAAAHAHA YEAH RIGHT.
⋅ AU apps are ridiculously time-consuming, sob. And you actually have to think.
⋅ iced animal cookies = fucking delicious.
⋅ being a library assistant is a terrible job. Like, officially. Officially.
⋅ pep rallies are dumb and stupid and I am never going to one ever again. Senior privilege.
⋅ finding socks for a Dorothy costume? LMFAO IT'S IMPOSSIBLE.
⋅ trying to convince coworkers that wearing slutty costumes [see: slutty nurse, slutty pirate, slutty bee] in a family restaurant [see: Applebee's] is kind of sketch = completely impossible. Sorry, bbs, but when you're, uh... serving food to families and when you're kind of wearing a costume that's like three sizes too small and you're kind of popping out of it everywhere....
⋅ grilled pimento cheese sandwiches with jalapeños on top are the best things ever.
⋅ habañeros dipped in chocolate sounds GROSS AS HELL WHY IS THIS GUY ON TV EATING IT KDHFKHDKHKSHfkhjhfjwh
⋅ my feet will never be warm.
⋅ being nice to strange children who build fake bombs in their backyard never works out in the long run. I felt bad for him because he always comes in the library and he doesn't have any friends and he always tries to talk to us and so I started to actually talk back to him and now someone's told me about his little hobby and his habit of beating up his dog and this just can't end well.
⋅ run-on sentences are beautiful.

Also, apparently there is a kid on my brother's soccer team who has an older brother who was born on--get this--the exact same day in the exact same month in the exact same year. I was born two hours before he was! HOW COOL IS THAT.

So... apparently there's going to be an anime convention up at the Great Wolf Lodge this January, which is right beside the mall and right beside Applebee's. We all learned about this yesterday, and you should have seen everyone's faces, lmfaoooo. I mean, we're probably going to get a lot of people headin' our way, and we're all probably going to be working, and the managers and the servers are just... not very excited about all of this. One girl was pretty much like, "Look, if I have to serve all these weird kids in costumes, I am not coming in that day."

OH, ICHIBANCON. PEOPLE HATE YOU ALREADY. But I would go just to get to the freakin' indoor water park at the lodge... I mean, it's, like, the only time it's actually going to be open without you having to pay for a room, so....

AND THE RACE IS THIS WEEKEND, FUCK YEEEEAH. I love races because it's so slow over at the mall that we all get time off, lmfao. I am actually off today. It is a miracle. I was supposed to go do stuff with friends, but it's all rainy and gross. No SCarowinds for me. :C

OH. And because I'm stealing this from the fierceness that is artgasming... comment here and I'll tell you exactly why you're awesome and why I love you so very much! Come and get your ego boosts, kids. :D

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I AM GENUINELY CURIOUS.

Also, if/when you go to Applebee's again? Ask for a blondie shake, okay? It will change your life. Rotfl all the bartender and I did today at work was go through the drink book and make random drinks. And then, on top of that, it was SPEC day, so the kitchen made all this food and we got to eat it all. THIS IS OFFICIALLY THE BEST PLACE TO WORK EVER.

So I fell asleep in my bathtub today, guys.

...I don't know if that's super cool or super depressing. :c

Oh, and everyone came into work drunk today, which was... either really funny or really sad. I can't make a call on that, either.

TODAY HAS JUST BEEN ONE OF THOSE DAYS.

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...Please give me something to work with, guys? :DDDDDDD

Also, I gave blood today and I feel like someone has freaking stabbed me.

( Something cool happened at Applebee's? What? )

So that was my bit of excitement for the week! :D

School's going super awesome right now, so I'm in such a good mood. I'm still procrastinating on filling out apps and scholarship stuff, but whatever. It's all good!

...On the rp front, though, I just... don't feel like doing anything. I so need to call a full hiatus in somarium, and I probably need to in xi_rpg, too. I need to drop some characters in somarium, so I need to see about that. :C

AND SAY BYE TO MY PIG ICONS! I'm re-doing my icons in three, two, one....

So I went to see Jennifer's Body today, partly because Daniel is in love with Megan Fox and partly because people in my French class told me it was super amazing. But whatever. Underclassmen at my school obviously have no taste, because that was the worst movie I have ever seen in my life.

...The soundtrack was pretty boss, though.

AND I SWEAR, I JUST WANT TO PUNCH SOMEONE RIGHT NOW. I came home from the movie, and Momma had made lamb, which is, like, my favorite meat ever lmfao shut up it's the Greek in me. I put a lamb chop on my plate, went outside to grab something out of my car before I forgot, and when I came back... when I came back, my damn dog had EATEN MY LAMB CHOP.

........................This might just be the worst day of my entire life. :'C

I DEMAND THAT YOU ALL GO JOIN xi_rpg. I mean, look at it. Is it not so gd badass. I'm over there as Ino [usedheartswap] and I might join as Yoko if I really like the place... which I think I might. God, it just reminds me how much I truly love the X-Men. ♥

Also, if one of y'all texts me, it's... not that I don't want to text you back. It's more like I can't. Mom saw how many texts I sent last month and totally freaked, so my texting is turned off for a month. I still don't get it... I mean, we're on the unlimited plan, so it's not like my texting is costing us a lot... BUT LMFAO WHATEVER.

JUST GO JOIN THAT RP.

......................................................So, like, the entire Kuroshitsuji cast has dropped since I've been on slowatus? LOL WELL. ...Well.

But, um, on a slightly happier note and on one that does not make me nearly as paranoid lmfao THE FAIR IS HEREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE~! ...I worked, like, all last weekend to earn money, and they I spent it all in one night. SHUT UP OKAY THE FAIR ONLY COMES ONCE A YEAR. And a wristband to ride all the rides is twenty damn dollars.

...But it was so worth it.

By the way, they totally had fried butter there. Fried. Butter. I know we fry everything down here, but that just... looked gross! And you were supposed to dip the little fried balls in chocolate! DISGUSTIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIING.

But that's about... all there is to report on this front. All I've been doing lately is working, studying, filling out college applications, and hunting down scholarships ghfjhgdjgd fuck being a senior, man. :CCCCCC

...Is it bad that I'm kind of in love with Kanye? YES HE'S A DOUCHE. NO HE SHOULD NOT HAVE DONE THAT TO TAYLOR SWIFT WHO IS LIKE THE CUTEST THING EVER. But he makes life so entertaining lmfao. WHY CAN'T YOU JUST LET HIM BE GREAT. /quotes his blog and uses capslock like he does forever

Okay, guys. I'm bored. Soooooooooooooooooooooo... here we go~!

Give me a character I RP, and I'll tell you:

01. Full name
02. Best friend
03. Sexuality
04. Favorite color
05. Relationship status
06. Ideal mate
07. Turn-ons
08. Last sexual experience
09. Favorite food
10. Crushes
11. Favorite music
12. Biggest fear
13. Biggest fantasy
14. Quirks in bed
15. Bad habits
16. Biggest regret
17. Best kept secrets
18. Last thought
19. Worst sexual/romantic experience
20. Biggest insecurity

Characters: Yoruichi, Ino, Tsunade, Madam Red, Ema Skye, Yoko, Nill, Naoto, and Azula. :D YES I PLAY/HAVE PLAYED ALL OF THESE LMFAO. There are... actually more, but I can't remember them all....

...Aw, shucks.

AND HEY KELLY. GUESS WHAT I POSTED TODAY. YEAH, THAT'S RIGHT. ...Now go color that manga picture where Madam Red is cradling Ciel in her lap for me to stick in her profile. :P Pretty pleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeease~?

I GET SICK AT THE WORST TIMES, I SWEAR TO GOD.

Okay, so it's only, like, my... eighth day of school? Well, it's... something like that. BUT ANYWAY. I woke up this morning after getting no sleep last night because people always choose to text me with their problems at the most inconvenient times, and what did I wake up without?

My voice, that's what.

So I had to make it through school today croaking like a frog. ...Which wasn't very attractive, now that I think about it, but whatever. There's seriously something that feels like a cotton ball stuck in my throat and I don't like it. ;A; I would've ditched school today to stay home and recuperate, but I really want to exempt exams... which means that I can only miss three days this entire year. Three days. Seriously, who came up with this policy? I wish I could meet them just so I could, you know. Punch them in the face.

But I'm super excited about this event in somarium dghjfhjgd AZULA IS GOING TO GO A LITTLE BIT CRAZY, MAN. JUST A LITTLE BIT CRAZY. Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww yeah.

( SO SCHOOL STARTED BACK TODAY. )

.........................................................................AND THAT'S ALL I HAVE TO REPORT ABOUT SCHOOL.

...And I'm in the process of replacing all of my icons with PIG icons, because is there anything cuter than a lil' pig?

In other news, as soon as I returned home today, I found out that Momma had cooked me up some shrimp and grits to celebrate my triumphant return to school. This stupid conversation I had with Logan only made it taste even better, because... grits, man. I can't imagine life without them. W-What would life be like without shrimp and grits....

...And they have grits up north, right? I mean, I know they do. They just add sugar to them, which is a crime, if you ask me.

...Damn. Is my inner southerner showing?

Because it's been a long, long time since I've done one of these things....


The How's My Driving? Meme

NOW GO GIVE ME SOME CRIT AND STUFF.

.../heads off to work

..............................................I just lost my entire app for Ema Skye, oh my fucking God. DAMN. And I swore that I'd saved it....

BUT ASIDE FROM THAT. The beach is pretty bangin'. I mean, there's the fact that I got stung by a jellyfish--HAHAHA NO SERIOUSLY--and the fact that I am sunburned like a mother and the fact that the people next door to us are loud and obnoxious and have these annoying little kids and the fact that this is a terrible run-on sentence, but... HEY. It's all good down here.

/works on that gd app

/rubs aloe vera on the sunburn AND on the jellyfish sting

/resists the urge to punch a little kid in the face